Feb 2 06 2015 today I looked at the word immortality and felt again about how I can not die. I have been staying at the US Vets and looking for housing. Things have been spiritually hard. I have accepted vampirism so that I can get threw the death attemps that people art causing me. They seem to just mindlessly want to have something to do with me and then they challenge me that life is something they are after. There has been accept for the stability of what is around me no realization that this is happing to a person. So I have looked at some of the things that are important to me to make it stop and I have decided to accept that I have become something that is a one. Its sometimes in Vampires sometimes in Churchs but its a major one in the group that knows how to find food. The Three meals and money that I have makes me look like I have a big something going on, but I still have much to put together before I can do anything. Because of that I have looked at Jared with my tattoo's but in the simple knowing that I tell him that he is immortal I naturally pull forward. And it is bad that just like orlando I pull forward to find that he has broken a balance with me and made me live threw something. Test my my life when I am trying to date him brings me to a cross road from what I see I can change and accept that this makes me a one, which only gives me a grouping and a bloodline, or I can walk on from what he has done like bloom witch drops everything down to nothing, like homeless and hospitals and maybe nothing at all. The human side has taken to many hits in life. I choose to be a vampire. This will give me night strenght to keep going on what I know and that is that I am immortal. If I can only live then I can have a child that has to be something I can do. To much church not enough other options.
As for the grouping I have decided to put a group together that I want to spend life with. I pick only people who naturally meaning from in the womb know life and that makes them all immortals naturally. I pick people to get a space from the host family I was rised by. They have stayed close and from what I know problems. I again and yes it connects with vampirism because coupling has a lot of gossip to try to clear, because they come with that we can get a home and yes a big one, and health care and put family together in how we do things, toys travel all that the perks of what would like a better life. Things we try to pull off as people who know how to live like forever young and at least the oragism. Travel outside the planet things like this we can do with each other like family and have a eaiser time like a team that has something in commen. I really do not like my host family and that I used my pendent to help them with there lives and what I can do to get away from them I will. If they do not stop trying to be around me after this that I saved them I will not help them more and maybe undo what I have done. The people I have picked are hungry for there spots and can knock the other people who think they are getting spots around me right.
This is the list of elite immortal that I have put together. Hopefully after some space I can get tattooed like I know to and keep coupling, but from how the people who I have saved have acted I think to really go and put things together I have to keep some space I understand.
Here is the list.
Elite Immortals
Jared Stokes Leto
Daniel Stokes Leto
Luke
Orlando Bloom
Aaron Taylor Johnson
Anthony Douglas
Cameron Baker
Justin Timberlake
John with the Violin
Leanardo "Pete" Decapiro
William Ven Aflack
Tomo
Jareds Son (the boy in the up in the air video with the blond hair)
Flynn Orlando Blooms son
Debora
Jennifer Connley
Angliea Jolie
Miranada Kerr
Liv Tyler
Christina Agulara (sp)
Italian model Amedori
and Wyatt Smith a.k.a Ashton Kutcher.
These people are who I am going on from here with to make this a family that can be together. It is for a purpose at this time so they might feel placing is something they can change, of couse. I do hope to have that they would come and be around me and of course that I have made this list for my compfort of who I am around in eternity, as I get a home and put things together if they feel more comfortable coming around when I have things that we have them together then is just fine. I might be around the idea of party invitations to only these people movie ideas with them, daiting them relationships with them traveling with them and so one, and of course living with them. They might what to understand that I work on forever young but see that around September 14, 2078 my 100th birthday that they are invited. I want to be around them, so I might have a party after getting myself more tegether and only invite them so we can know each other and as a group and move on. I'm sure all of them are immortals naturally and would feel good to know it about themselves, and hope that they all accept my invitation in to a group because I have noticed it is better for people who know the way to be around those who know it also. It is better for our abilites, and health and lives. So peace to them and hope we are in each others phones soon.
Now this is why I might what is a one. When I have to care for this group to grow it comes from my coupling abilities, but I am ok with this. It feels right to try and maybe with Jared or orlando, maybe Luke I will have what is called a bloodline, and my sons or daughters I might get to couple that I have this group and I am happy with forever young and rich and fun and parties and safe life, something I do not have now and because of that it might or might not happen anyway. And so it is good.
Now and again Immortality ha haha I feel great. I Haven't have a happy momment since really learning that about myself. Great news about things about life. I know how to live. I am so happy. So now I think as I take care of my new group, I have to get a home and some money and maybe a car. These things shouldn't come hard with the space of not so into a realtionship. Like fame it somethings comes with that. My dear Jared comes across as my mate with this tattoo trying to have a space from it and If he so wishes we can just put a great home and money and some cars toys kids together and he can have that break he wants. Its up to him. I just can see with immortality and vegatarinism big space to do things and yes much I want to do. So to put this all together nicely make over.
Vampire Danie'l Leto
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