So how to get it threw to myself that I hate girls... Danielle you hate girls even your mother. did you get it Yes I am getting threw to myself on this one. No with my change to make sure girls leave me alone and I can get my mating pattern right I think to also get a ring to Johnny Depp and make it offical that he is my number one. I know that mating more than one is something I have to do and so Orlando Bloom is a boy that I really am going with also. So John Amedori my little human who started my full mating pattern is in hard time with me about sex so I have that when he is over 100 years old I will try to mircale of making him my mate. I care so much about that boy that I have to first fix my mating pattern and then let him have the space he needs about immortality and getting over 100 years what he knows how to do because I taught him and then we can try mating because I am keeping mating from him and already knowing life myself. So Johnny Depp and Orlando Bloom are natural Being humans like I am and they learn fast like I do that we first live forever and we can mate and reproduce forever and I am the one who behaves that way and I am attracted to them. Johnny Depp is a male being human and behaves (sp) as a lover like I do and he is good for me as my number one man because of this love behavior we both have. He is a fighter and killer and I know that he help, this comes helpping john amedori a only human kind of guy like johnny a being human is. Johnny needs to kill for his health to be at level 22 and all healthy and that is something for is career he dosen't do and it is way he his love life is also needing help. And of course like this is also a kind of journal I plan to be the all that dose these things, accept a refreshing something about Johnny Depp is that he is a being human and has intellagence to know what I am doing, I'm teaching him while I am learn about and he is quickly learning do not take from me because I am already giving to him myself. So that is the big side of it the cuter softer side is that we are boy and girl. His music videos and how he is a actor is so fun for me as a girl to watch. I have a head injury and love how he enterines (sp). So I'm in love and from loving already as a movie star. He's so hot and sexy and he's done things I've never done and I think about how we can travel the world together and we live forever and we can make money together and have sex and I know that its more to his liking and why (one reason) I am attracted to him he's a killer. So its really a reason I like him I find protective that he would look me and us and himself by killing that we live that makes me feel good so I hope to help him will that part of his life baby steps. Like I'm ex military, and maybe yaga class steps to know the right place the right time and he's in a way of life that matches his own and I'm not pushing him cuz I think its hot. So for me mating is immortant. I am immortal and I know that because I am 35 I have to mate more that one to reproduce and yes I think to orgaism sometimes in sex that may mates are fighters and I love fighters. Lucky for me I think anyway Johnny Depp and Orlando Bloom already know each other. That they would learn like the battle buddy system and work in real life together to mate with me for real or mind my life spaces that I would mate them is were I am at now. I really like them both and know that this is possible. Just nervous about they both fight. because the fighting can stop mating, oh and a nother thing I can to keep them both is try to take and this is funny but true 22 men to mate with me being 1 and we are a group of 23 I think that what we are is clan or a balssaziar that I have one like Johnny Depp who like is a lover and we have and think 22 is the real limite because that is intelleagence (sp) to mate with that many men to be able to mate and reproduce. the thing to figure it out and add if I need to and  try to pick the ones I am already close becuse I feel trust with them and then look to add different type of men like lovers and leaders and artist that way we know changing behavoir. Not worried about the human boys because I am fond of john amedori, but to look at if maybe this is best with being human boys from this point. Its hard to hide the human boys and help there lifes after coming out so much, because i have to put mating in there. so thats that. I can not deal with girls. the name Amedori they are nuts and I gave him his life sometimes I just coexist leaning on my male being stars for time to get things right. Amor Adori chocoltet (sp) So peace.