I wish my fucking family would leave me alone. I finally picked my mates. My stupid ass mom keeps bugging me and I can feel it she wont go fuck off that I don't want her aroun and I don't need her. See I know life and I helpped my little brother they are so fucking stupid that I keep getting hurt and I hate them. I am going to have this whole ghost part where things are fucking fine for me that helpped people while I am trying to get things together for myself. Like that damn hamster I am mad as hell that I can not get a space from fucking ass holes who just want something and think I have to have something to do with it. Anyway I'm glad my mates are picked. I'm safer now that that is done. I miss sean. So next I am going to get my things together and get a storage and a po box and a tattoo and maybe then pick up with my mates if they are ready. I am going to have meat cakes at kikis furnal and my moms. how do I get these people to leave me alone? I might work on on a makeover and the cell phone is how things are getting hard.