I have finally just made up my mind to go out to the sea. I know with my change the human race made a change again too. No it was not leaving me alone to my own idea and yes they are being taken off me again by the simple I can only live so they have to stop way. I am so sick of these people and their not learning to leave me alone. But no more changing because of me, with know to go to the sea I have the simple focuse of one and feel that much better already. It is behind me even that the tattoo met earth and I can wait to make something for myself( more interested in the doll heheheh) so I might enjoy these days on the way to the sea. I have the peace to go out to ensinada mexico on the first or the third, with my dog and my things. I will buy some bags to help with traveling and my travel plans start with leaving, maybe getting a ride, or bus (taxi to bus station). When I get to mexico I just plan to sit and think like I did when I got home to Callie. The boat will need a payment for me to get it and I will make those phone call in computer connections before I go so when I am there I can finish buying my boat. It looks like I can work out finishing buying my boat before I go and when I am there and pick it up. This is good. Some light travel food and money and when I get there get the boat then and get on it and have space I know living on the sea will give me. So anyway it is about 10 to 11 days away. And it will be wonderful to do this move. Soon I will be on the sea and free from others just making something with me when I do not want it. Till then I will stay to myself and keep my pendent close. This is a good thing. Peace to self.

Danie'l