With all all this stay at home stuff I feel bad that I feel happy others have to stay at home.I am already on house arrest and I am kind of like Misery loves company. It's kind of like being on house arrest I already wasn't going anywhere and this Lockdown makes it's it easier. I feel bad but I don't I just like that i feel better. like two negatives make a positive. I can be positive now and take it slow.  

So I've been watching Disney movies and feeling better.  Being able to just get to my computer (shit)

and have time to think and write what I think. I know there are people out there pumping out there thoughts and reading others at the speed of light. And there busy so they aren't bugging me with there ideas and I can have some of mine. How ever slow and unimportant they are. 

I have a roommate who plays her music to loud but thats about thats. I am learning that love is one of the greatest forces's on earth. I found dolls that i used to put on myspace and I want to put them somewhere. Like the one that says BABI Gurl. I have 443 days till I'm done with this program.  I really like writing my thoughts here. There's much the mind and work up.