I have 85 days left in this program. I can't wait, but for what. To sit in a apartment and be board.  I'm hoping I get the VA to pay me from having this disorder. Social Security is not enough.  I only make $800 a month. I shouldn't write that on the internet but nobody reads my blogs anyway. I just write because I'm in this court ordered treatment program and every once in a while I feel up to saying how I feel.  I don't mind nobody reads these. It's kinda nice. I have a online journal.  Well next week I'm likely to be getting my check. You know the $1400 everyone got. Well just about everyone got.  I have a one hour appointment next week to see if I can get this money from the VA.  I really have a substance abuse problem.  I drink to much and it has caused to many problems in my life.  I have made up my mind not to drink or do drugs anymore. But smoking and taking fat burners are still open for the taking. I also ... Read more »