With money going missing in the country it's had to see we're the next round of security is going to come from that people have things and they are able to enjoy them. I've watched how people have gone about playing as if things are just ok. They are not. The passive aggressive behavior on each other from food to money is taking its toll.  There will be some attention to how money is moved and who can have some. It makes since to me that if some one knows what they are doing in life they should be aloud any money making or handing spots. This is a sure way to keep what is a safe way to handle food possible.

Looking at all the things I am trying to do for myself I have to realize I guess more that death is a natural balance with life and let it happen. I know I need to see more of that balance I my own life something along the lines of a human cold and the best way to kill it. I worry and wonder and most of all want to feel better. I seek the answers now!

I am having a birthday party for my next birthday. I am hoping it will help make some since of the things I have been going though and help me put my life back together. It's on September 14, 2014 and if am only interested in Orlando Bloom coming.  I can feel peace already and I wish him well to. If I could talk to right now I would tell him I wrote your name in a bible and I think that is a good thing. I like you and I was helping someone one else with there life when I reached out to you. I am now in love with you and I just want to know you.  I have plans from all this to buy a yacht and live one the sea. Maybe you will come live on it with me. Peace to you. Love your Immortal Bloom. That's what I hope ...

Orlando the size of your planet makes my universe throb.

Orlando the size of your planet makes my universe throb.