I tried to talk to my family about my sobriety it id not go well.  Well my sister and I are the worst.  I've blocked all most all of my dads side for telling this lie.  I don't know if its the lie or the label of some crazy person that is really hurting the most.  I tried to explain it to my sister. If you call me crazy i believe it if you don't I dont here it so I i don't believe it.  Know what I mean.

I'm like some black sheep when they drink and have anger problems, codepentdent issues the who nine.  I just get tried of it.  I get tired of defending my life and mental heath to a bunch of disfuctional people.  They are perfect, but they compare themselves to me to make themselves feel better and it puts me down.  Maybe after being sober longer I will know how to say what it is I am trying to say.

On to finding things to do in my new neigerborhood.  I've assured that I will be moving at the end of the month. I'm looking for things to do... I can do this!