I think I'm doing these amends letters wrong.  I keep writing about how the relationships are to far apart and what the other person is doing wrong to keep the relationship.  That I need space because I need to focus on my sobriety.  I don't think NOT having family and relationships will make it harder to be sober.  Maybe some of the relationships are taking up to much energy to keep up.  But I should try first and let them know that I can not keep the relationship if it stays the way it is.  I think some of them think they are better than me or that I am to unstable to hold on to.  Thats all I have to say. I just wanted to come out side and do something.

I guess I can write about getting out of here. I'm getting used to top ramen and something like calm peacefulness with water.  I've suffered having less.  I might be surprised in my apartment and have enough to live a active drama free life.  I can't see ... Read more »