I have about 13 days of being a vegatarian left and I am so happy about the best part. I have had a human cold for about 25 years. At the start of this money I went a got a tattoo and after my immortal tattoo, made myself aware that I had a human cold. The tattoo is the number 22. Because it is the highest number of intellagence I stay balanced and keep trying to make better happen for my life. I realize that the human, and yes beings that are part human alike keep acting as the cold. I had a boy friend for a little while and he is running around with my stuff and trying to understan more attachement not relationships. I realized that with the cold, and even this space here where I really hope to be healthier faster, People were acting as a cold and yes even after getting the 22 tattoo they still act as the cold. They just keep being greedy and I am still fighting them off. The best part is dispite this I have been able to make it past my own problem of it. I no not were just yet because they not only still act as the cold, they still try to get up on me as the cold. They do not accept human nature with me after I made it past there greed towards me. This is bad for them. I can not make them aware of how they are acting and make myself healthier from them and try to have a relationship with them. So I have this messy put together start of my healtier, better life with me being one up on they just want money and mess up a balance for it. I know that going the full 22 days as a vegatarian and getting a nother tattoo, will do more to make people stop acting as a cold towards me and realize what they are doing. I am really the only one from being back with humans allowing me to be ok.
So I have saved peoples lives. I picked out people who needed help with life and gave them tapping so that they have eternal life. Immortality. Hard with they too won't back off so I can live my life, but with the pendent on, I felt it was right. I can feel now that under the first layer of wanting the guy next to me is hoping. But now with knowing the truth, they still want money, there is nothing I can do. I am pointing out the way of life, and they want money. Like to clear choices and only one to make. They want money. So I will heal from this because the harder part is over. I am aware of it. They still act greedy that part is hard but I will get better. And then it is that I can have more, I'll just have to go with a relationship, is something I have changed because of how attached people act. I can do other things as far as making more is what I want to do. So while I try to find something other than people interesting and wait for a relationship after I heal somemore I try to refocuse on something else. Its funny how to find something else interesting. But this is how I am going to do it. I am aware of a young mane I met a while ago named Luke. He is only seven years old by now and has not gone threw puberity. I kind of studied that I might have to marry a man who is still younger than being able to have sex because the taking from the human race is so bad, that they only try to be with me because they think I will do something for them. They act like gold diggers even the men. So something of a natural balace they can not mess with as a single person or the group is that a person who can not have sex because they are not old enough is how I can mate and have a relationship. So that is how I do this. I pick someone who has not gone threw puberity yet because he can not have sex yet and so if he too changes to be more of the cold and just trys to take, there is a space where we have something that is natural as wait or you can not have this, its is not ready yet. Things a greedy would not want to hear. No you can't just have it. So I now have much to do of something other than wedding relationship stuff. I can feel that the people around me are going to have to stop just trying to attach because they want to. I can feel that I have to make myself heal because they act more of the human cold and less than human nature. This is bad for them because they will not be ready for the drastic change that happens to them in life when I just make myself healither. They wont change from being greedy and just trying to attached to me because they want to as singles or as a group and so the first part being done I am aware of it they will change because they are being a problem. Ok I accept the best part is that I am no longer That sick from the human race acting as a human cold on me. Being aware of it was the hardest part. Now aware of it I did good with me pendent and saved peoples lives, but I have to move on to trying to do for myself because they have not stopped acting like the cold. So its do more about me and my health, and wait for Luke. Keep making detachment happen. Its so creepy how they just keep trying something to attach. Yuck. The hard parts are my saved family members, kids, older, and sick people wanting something and I have already saved the max amount, and the men I like. That they are good looking have there own something going on and want love, but they have it that they just want to take not see me a women who cares. Cute, but they are a human cold. Even has a hottie. Well I guess I have to get with a child then, because that is of course, not now when he grows up and you can't rush that just because someone wants something. I have to change my fouse, but what. While waiting for Luke to grow up, and he will be in puberity at 14, what can I do that I can find interesting. There is Art. And I mean before a person named art comes around, Just doing art. Take really good care of myself. Yeah the holistic healing book I want to write. That is a great idea really. So Peace. I might as well look around the internet and enjoy what I learn.
Peace,
Daniel
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