I am trying to stay sain from the the insain shit of the human race. Ok so my baby brother is like the only person I like, but the human cold that I have, how people just attach and do what ever the fuck they want to including eating and shiting is making me fucking sick. I know it is because of my pendent. even now I have someone sitting next to me like the only thing allowing him to think is bugging the fuck out of me. how to make they not connect is the hardest. so one like and she will die, kiki, I do not know how to detach and still make things happen for me. Everything is almost on a cosmic scale. I want to kill. I have attachment of human and its like having the flu they just grow and eat and shit and talk to each other and live they fucking live as a god damn sickness on me. then to try and have a relationship like that is something I can figure out when kiki is someone I know will die, but I ca ... Read more »