So of lately I have decided to get more into my life and what is important in other ways. needing some kind of release about people at a whole level of things I am looking at the sea. It feels better to get on the sea and build maybe even things of a different kind like books or planets before trying to get with people and have relationships. (having this tattoo with jared I am greatful for him) I am so much with my pendent sicker then he is and with better life from my pendent to just go on doing what is best for me. I wish we just knew each other from childhood and he would understand no more girls so we can heal and eat but its true that I am better if I move on from all of them. Then short story is our love is there that my man needs to heal in ways I might not understand. So Fantasy Luxuary Island is on my mind now. A Yacht and a mansion that becomes a small island will be wonderful. I am thinking about the nick name Amedoriea. The gods are holding at a good 22 list needing very little change with jared's tat. The people I'm saving with be ok. Some might loose a body part about my pendent to come live with us, and of course they are welcomed to decided not to come at all, free will. (my mother I perfere the most not to come but peace on that). Rest is needed that is why I am letting jared be free of me as I just do things. we are fine but big and others don't let us breath. Our new relationship is his life and I have been threw this already. So I'm here to print my picture and a picture of him. Pretty excited to see healing and taking care of my health happen from this point on as I know this is not a future and more so need to place it in time were it belongs. Just take it one day at a time for now. Stay a vegatarian. That will help with healing being something I have to do. And relax. On a cool side of things John Amedorie and his brother have immortality now. These tweety two people stay who they are, healthier is what starts to happen. Hobbling is about living with me later and my pendent. My tweety two mates still have we might change espically on the way to the sea. As I get healthier I might try to understand looking at other men from my group and let jared have and me have some space of other people only interested in when we are together. That is not good, and I can see the bad of it for sure. I think even another tattoo to help time spaces again and keeping a space when I say its there.  So to print my picture of my pendent and Jared and get going.

love peace and joy,

Danie'l Amedorie Leto