So of lately I have decided to get more into my life and what is important in other ways. needing some kind of release about people at a whole level of things I am looking at the sea. It feels better to get on the sea and build maybe even things of a different kind like books or planets before trying to get with people and have relationships. (having this tattoo with jared I am greatful for him) I am so much with my pendent sicker then he is and with better life from my pendent to just go on doing what is best for me. I wish we just knew each other from childhood and he would understand no more girls so we can heal and eat but its true that I am better if I move on from all of them. Then short story is our love is there that my man needs to heal in ways I might not understand. So Fantasy Luxuary Island is on my mind now. A Yacht and a mansion that becomes a small island will be wonderful. I am ... Read more »