So in here (house arrest) we are not aloud to have some items such as coffee, drugs, and alcohol.  me and a few other girls sneak in fat burners.  We call them magic sticks so we can talk about them and pass them to each other. I take about 2 a day to help me stay up threw the day.  We also sneak a jar of coffee in, in a decaf bottle.  So far we haven't been caught. And nobody reads my blogs anyway so I figured it was a safe place to get it out.  

They say when you hold shit in thats when it goes bad.  So I'm venting and I feel better.  Any way me and Ambre (her name is pronounced Amber) took 3.  We just tried a 30 minute work out.  But because we both smoke we only made it to 10 minutes. Ok I just threw up.  I through up almost everyday. I'm sure it's because of the magic sticks...They mix with my meds (thats a whole nother blog) and make me toss chunks.  Any way just need something to do.  

peace.