They say when your trying to become sober sometimes you have to let go of the ones you LOVE to make it.  I thought when I started my new life as a sober person I was going to be able to hold on to everyone.  I'm learning that is not the case. It's not just because of alcohol that I am letting go of people, I feel there have been toxic people in my life that I've held on to and I never liked it. I guess a part of me want to cut everybody off so I can let go easier. Filtering through the people I love and deciding to cut some off is really hard. 

I guess I am really going to try to be sober. If I'm willing to cut off the one's I love to do something then it must be pretty important. And if I fail at becoming sober I'll just try again. I won't run back to those people who make me feel bad, because they will just make me feel bad that I have failed. 

What I need now is a strong support system. On that I can depend on.  One that will help me if I fall. A.A. thats were I'll go to find it. 

Blessing and Peace

Daniel