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how you lose a whole bottle of vinegar when you can't go anywhere? Why you look at me for a place to stay and talk about love and shopping when you know its not important. How can I be in my own place that damn fast? These are some of the questions I have for people right now. The cluster fuck that was dinner just set me in a mood to quite dealing with people who are not good for me. I can feel the pain from hitting the tree. Its a good thing that I am not in denial of it anymore. It hurts right over the area where my tooth was on my face and head. I am just tired of the human bull shit that people all people carry. And I want so badly to understand how to tell if a person is good for me with out dealing with another shitty one. I've slept all weekend again. I didn't mean to I was trying to listen to my audiobooks. But my bed was so warm and comforting I just slept. Now its Sunday night and I'm wide awake. I've met a few men on match.com to talk to. I saw this one guy with green eyes like me, I am fine. lol. I have four months left and maybe 2 or 3 to find a place. One of the girls here is just plain stupid. this blog is not to be a bitch though, I really feel like saying these things to these people and need a place to put it. Tomorrow marks another week of dumb shit I gotta do because I drink to much. I'm only considering not drinking because it lands me in places like this one. next time could be worse. The other night I had a dream I was doing the tantra. and I was with more then one guy and I had a orgasism. Ok I can't believe I don't know how to spell it but yeah I had one with a guy. Now I'm looking for someone I can do the tantra with. Knocks out a bunch of old dudes. I'm changing. I'm currently on facing my fears and breathing to handle anxiety. Listing to ASMR my favorite on ASMR MAGIC I am feeling relaxed and a bit moody. Now that I'm sure I'm going to take the apartment, I am back to wanting a $2000 dollar love doll. I'm not tired I am a bitch and I want to drink now. lol. Thats either really strong denial or I am finally coming around. But to what to who? Like my mom. a emotional cripple who is co-dependent in all of her relationships. Or my dad. a alcoholic in denial and able to function through repressed emotions. Maybe me. before I need all the help and maybe me after trying to stick this landing. I just want to lay in bed and eat. something I watched my mothers mother do till she died. I dream of running on my own treadmill or doing sit ups with my ankle weights, or maybe sitting up and meditating. I'm really depressed and lazy. Wow did that just come out. I'm lazy. at least I'm really looking at myself now. I think I'm making progress to my higher self. Like I have 2422 as a date and a higher self as a date and I'm not looking so much to people or my age. I think if I try to fit into someones idea of me it will be my. I'm not ready for what someone else thinks I should be doing. I feel fear and just wrath really when i hear advice on how I should be. But the good think is when you get older people stop putting there expectations on you. They seem to have a idea and you seem to have a personality. together it makes a nice bed for no surprises. twenty years ago I dreamed of being locked up. I never thought it would happen. So maybe I can quit drinking. maybe I can't but I'm going to do it differently thats for sure. Yeah so this girl tells me she is going to give me a bottle of vinegar and we can't go anywhere I mean we never leave or left and when I ask her for it she says she can't find it. What kind of dumbass try's a lie that stupid. I lost it. how you loose a whole bottle of fucking apple cider vinegar. You can't drink that shit like a. fucking soda. it will fuck you up. But its cool, I'm cool. because God's not made at me anymore. I'm not holding this shit in. But thats disrepectful to just lie to me and think I'm going to believe. that bull shit. I hate these bitches. There all a bunch of bitches too. every one of them. I don't even care if someone actually reads this I need to be true to myself. Well I feel better. unfortunetly. I'm just depressed. I don't want to get out of bed. I must have really bad depression. with the alcoholism and the drug abuse and the verbal abuse I just feel drained and I haven't even done anything to feel this way. I told the damn doctor that anti-depressents were to low. She thinks I'll have a problem with mania if she ups it. isn't that fucked up. I'm done. Daysend
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