I need a shower, oh wait thats the pop corn downstairs. LOL. I'm listening to my favorite ASMR artist and I am trying to relax. My mom has me on one. She's not writing and what she has written does not make any since. I'm thirsty for a drink tonight. I'm thirsty for a drink all the time. So looking at my life I need to look at the whole self to feel its broken. other wise I don't think being broken is anything different then my life as a whole. enlightenment some would say, but like most I have to take the long path. When I was a kid I pulled out an adult tooth. This could be a good thing for me, or it could mean at a early age I became self distructive. I don't think it is the latter. because I put the tooth under my pillow. I guess I needed help and the only one I trusted was the non-parental tooth fairy. I did expect her to come and give me a lot of money, the kind a adult could live off of. but she didn't. I think thats when I started caring about mon ... Read more »