I'm becoming more clear about my life. I took a few steps back, well I had to, get to that in a moment. Anyways I went looking for ex - relationships. I don't know why.  I have only a few I look for. And a few i don't even try. But yesterday I found one. His name is Jermale and we were married for about 10 years. Well we stayed together in the marriage for about 1 year then I left him to finish school. while I was finishing school and we were still married he married someone else. Well since thats against the law his 2nd marriage wasn't legal. I didn't mind much of any of it. The one thing Jermale and I had in common was we were players. We pretty much had a open marriage and it was a friendship really.  If anything I miss having him as a player friend. someone who understood I don't mean to cheat but I am desired so I do. That doesn't work in a relationship with each other. ugh. 

Anyways he's still fine as hell. and for the rec ... Read more »